So. Yeah.
I don’t know why I’m updating. I have nothing really significant to say.
I’ve been packing up my stuff. Kinda weird, but also refreshing to throw out junk. Brings back memories.
On a totally unrelated geeky note, I finally got my Crusader to Paladin on RO. :D
Alright, I’m going to bed.
I’m so stressed and concerned for my well being.
What the hell am I supposed to do? How can I solve this? Will I get over it?
Jesus Christ.
I wish the world would just stop. Stop time, stop progress, stop advancement. I don’t want to see how things turn out. I don’t want to see the results. I just want to rewind and do it over so that it won’t be like this.
This doesn’t make any sense to anyone but me.
Intentional.
I’m so scared.
Ugh, I hate driving to San Jose to only be there for a couple hours. Why does it always end up that these SJSU things happen on my work days!? Oh well… I went to half of the Transfer Information Program. I know what classes I have to take for my major, but since I spent an hour being lost on campus because NO ONE knew anything about the Transfer Information Program, I missed on the General Education class advising. I’m sure it’s okay, but I might have to take a US History class…? I hope not. I finished my frikkin IGETC.
I made my first SJSU friend today though. I finally made my way to the art building after walking around and being lost for such a long time and the girl in the office said that the major advising doesn’t start until 1:30, so I had 30 minutes to kill. Then this guy after me also came in, wondering about the TIP and if he could get class advising for his major in Industrial Design. So the girl told him it’s at 1:30, in the same room as me, so we were just kinda like, “So… You’re late to TIP too? Yeah… Same. Want to go get something to eat?” XD He seemed like a super nice guy, very chill. I don’t know if we’ll actually talk or hang out, but I’m just happy that I actually did make a friend at SJSU.
Work sucked a lot today. I forgot my work shoes, so I had to wear tennis shoes. And it looked kinda weird, but since it was Mike managing today, he didn’t care. If it was Fred… Oh my God, I would’ve died just from the fear of having to tell him that I only had flip flops or tennis shoes. Mike posted up a Randy Jackson photo in the office that says my name and a bunch of hearts. Why does he keep saying I love Randy Jackson?? XD
Anyway, I will take a survey and then go to bed because I’m playing tennis with JinWon tomorrow morning.
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I’ve been wearing my work clothes for 2 hours after I already left. Wtf.
Anyway, Fourth of July was pretty awesome. I had a lot of fun going to Tennessee Valley with Y, Melissa, Stephen, and Jose and then going to watch the fireworks with them, plus JinWon and JeeHong. It was hilarious, on the way home, we were walking to the car and we saw a guy with a huge stuffed animal tiger in his car. And then we were like, “Whoa, that’s a huge stuffed tiger!” and then I don’t remember who, but someone said, “What if it’s a real tiger?” We joked around about how he’s a backseat driver and all he wants to do is drive a car. Then when we were about a minute away from my house, the car that pulls up next to us at the red light is the guy with the tiger!!! We were freaking out and screaming and laughing. IT WAS TOO MUCH. It seemed like the number of tigers increased too. Man, that guy must be extremely extreme. It’d be too much pressure for me to be driving with tigers in the car.
I’m very worried for JinWon though. Some thing is going down and he asked me to call me, but he’s not answering. I hope everything is alright with him.
Ahhh man, I bought two video games, but out of the fear of getting my life sucked into them, I haven’t opened them yet.
The other day, I was riding around on a Fuzion Scooter in my neighborhood and I climbed up to a hill and rode down it. However, it was descending way too fast and I lost all control. So, I had to jump off and I ended up falling down and even skidding. I got a cut on my hand and scraped and bruised my leg. My shorts also got torn up so if I put anything in my pocket, it’ll fall out. Don’t worry, I’m totally fine. But my point of the story is that it really reminded me of my childhood because this is the kind of thing I did often. I did feel a little embarrassed and no one was watching, thank god. But I had a lot of fun acting like a 12 year old when in reality, I’m 20 years old. XD I hope that the rest of you partake in childish activities every once in a while too!
I just helped out a dude win a trip to Cancun/$1000 for college by buying 3 years worth of magazine subscriptions.
*Sigh* I feel kinda stupid. I think I’ll cancel the Elle magazine because I’m sick of fashion magazines. Music magazine sounds nice though.
Oh well.
Oh man, Johnny Jang quote of my LIFE.
Regarding Britney Spears:
[08:05] Doraemon: But in Britney Spears’ case, it’d be safer to be normal
[08:05] Maestro: yes
[08:06] Maestro: she has been crazy for years
[08:06] Maestro: time to stop
[08:06] Doraemon: I have no idea what she’s thinking
[08:06] Doraemon: I’m glad that she doesn’t have custody of her kids anymore
[08:06] Maestro: Brain
[08:06] Maestro: GA NAI
(Just in case you don’t know Japanese, “ga nai” means “does not have”)
The timing of it is just brilliant cuz he was just like, “Brain” pause… Then “GA NAI”.
Wow, I’m laughing too much. A.
All of my favorite teams were eliminated in the quarter finals of the EuroCup 08.
What is up with that? Damnit, I hate watching the replays because it just reminds me of the pain that I had to relive 3 times.
I still love you, Portugal, Netherlands, and Italy.
Especially love you, Cristiano Ronaldo, Edwin Van der Sar, and Fabio Cannavaro.
I guess I will cheer for Spain to get the title of European Champions.
Wait… Russia isn’t technically a European country…?
Today, I woke up and got ready for work. Kazuko invited me to come to her house with Toshiya and then take Toshiya and myself to work afterwards.
It was really nice. It really did feel like a family… A Robata family. We even assigned ourselves a position. Kazuko is kaa-chan, Toshiya is aniki, I’m the imouto, and Oto-niichan is the yankee chounan. XD Ah, playing it out was really funny.
おと兄ちゃん：おい、帰ってきたぞ
和子母ちゃん：もう何時と思ってるの？
おと兄ちゃん：うぜぇ。べつにいいじゃん
妹（私）：おと兄ちゃん、遊ぼうよ～
おと兄ちゃん：あ？俺はがきとあそばねぇぞ
俊哉兄ちゃん：まぁまぁいいじゃん…
Hahaha. Anyway, we ate somen for a bit of lunch and then we had some awesome pastries from Whole Foods. Kazuko and Toshiya drank a little bit of beer and they did give me a glass, but then they made me drink juice instead because they didn’t want anyone at work to notice that we were drinking before work. XD We just joked around and chilled. It felt so nice to enjoy an afternoon with them. We’re planning to have a Korean barbecue and karaoke in July.
Things have been going on, but I really don’t find them significant enough to really try and remember.
I haven’t been writing much. Honestly though, I kinda lost the motivation to do it.
I’ll try writing more though, I promise. It really is a relaxing activity. It just takes a lot of time and focus to do it.
I’m searching for a second job and I got an offer from Vector, a telemarketing company. Their base pay is $17.70. That’s so good, but god, do I really want to become someone everyone hates?
I’m probably never gonna go bowling again ever in my life.
I give up on writing. I just lost all motivation.
So many things to do all at once.
It’s summer vacation. Why can’t it be more spread out? Damn. Unfortunate events happening here and there.
I had to go get my tires aligned today and it wasn’t planned. But the good thing is, I ran into Luis, who is one of the Robata cleaning crew guys. He gave me a discount on my tire alignment and then switched the rear tires and front tires, a $55 value, for free!
It wasn’t a really good day. But it wasn’t as bad as I thought either.
Other things have happened and I will explain them later.
