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Tomorrow is Halloween and I have to work. I wanted to do something afterwards, but I don’t know what. I did want to go to the Castro to just see what it’s like, but that’s kinda dangerous and if my dad ever found out, I’d be banned from going out, especially since he’s acting so weird lately. Plus, I get out at like 10:30 and have school the next day. So what the hell can I do? Oh well. Next year, I suppose.

I’m dressing up as a chef. Yes, that is what I was last year, but since I’ll be working, I thought it’d be clever and fun to confuse customers.

I have a midterm for Ethnic Studies tomorrow and I haven’t studied. But that’s okay, I feel as though I will do well with minimal studying.

Maybe Saw IV with some co-workers and COM friends this weekend… Dear God. 30 Days of Night wasn’t as gory as any of the Saw movies, so let’s see how badly I’ll react this time…

Damnit, I wanted to finish my painting while I was in 3-D Art Fundamentals and now that I’m home and able to work on it, I am too sleepy.

Hitotsu no Ai

Of course this song comes on when I think about it…

Yesterday, the perfect night out… Except one factor was missing. But otherwise, it was so awesome. *_*

Everything about last night was awesome. I even had a great time at work. I became better friends with Otto-san, joked with all the chefs (probably cuz my dad wasn’t there, making it less awkward), and didn’t make any mistakes! The tips weren’t so good, but that was okay. But seriously, joking with Otto-san and the sushi chefs got me laughing so hard, I was almost crying. I love them. And now, I think of Otto-san as an older brother, moreso than before.

Then… After work… *Sigh* That’ll be for me to keep as my own personal memory.

Okay, time to get some courage and do my best! 6(>w<)9 Haha, I love that kao-moji.

One of the greatest reasons why I love Rip Slyme is that I never get tired of them.

Now?

Goddamnit. My dad’s NOW starting to restrict me from going out. Why not when I was 16? I’m frikkin 19 now. This doesn’t make any sense.

I can’t go to Chi’s house after dark and I can’t go karaoke in Japantown late at night either. Well, there’s other houses to hang out at other than Chi’s house, so that’s fine and yeah, the neighborhood she lives in is pretty sketch, but no karaoke? Yeah right. I haven’t even told him that I’m planning to go watch 30 Days of Night tonight, but he did say that he’d rather me going anywhere else in the area besides Marin City and Japantown at night…

Ahhh, this sucks. Why now?

And BOTH of my next door neighbors are doing major reconstruction to their houses… I’m thinking it’s because of them that our toilet and showers are messed up. And I can’t sleep because of all the crazy jackhammering in the early morning…

Damnit.

I have to get ready for work… Man, I’m probably gonna have to borrow someone’s bathroom.

Yutanpo

God, the fires in SoCal are getting insane… I hope everyone will be alright and things will be under control soon.

Tips were awesome tonight. I thought it was gonna be completely dead because of the World Series, but I guess a lot of people wanted to-gos. And I got free sushi again! Ah, I love it. Free sushi every week, lovely paycheck, and super awesome co-workers. At the beginning of the shift today, Kawasaki-san asked me how I was doing and I said I was doing well. Then I asked him how he was doing and he said not so great. :( I was bummed because he was bummed and tried being cheery to make him feel better. I think it worked (not to mention the glasses of beers I brought him) cuz I asked him if he’s feeling better after work and he said, “I’m feeling much better!” :D It made me much happier.

I swear, we’re all like a family.

Let’s see…

Dad: …Well, duh, he’s my dad.
Kawasaki-san: A fatherly figure, so… Second dad? So wise and old school. And he’s from Osaka! XD
Shin-san: Grandpa! :D He’s such a cute old guy. I actually really do want to go up to him and ask if he’ll be my grandpa-figure. But that’s really weird.
Kazuko-san: Crazy grandma. XD She’s hilarious. Always so nice to me and sides with me on everything.
Akemi-san: Aunt. Proper, but not strict. Looks out for me and teaches me a lot various things.
Otto-san: Uncle. Stupid, annoying, and can’t be taken seriously. But always good for a laugh and lovable, regardless of being stupid and annoying.
Tomo-san: Maybe a great uncle. A very funny guy. Doesn’t talk much, but so friendly.
Hiroki-san: I’d totally say big brother if there wasn’t such an impossible age difference. But I guess a really cute and kid-like uncle. He’s so adorable.

And everyone else… I can’t really categorize them as family cuz I dunno. You know there’s some people who you would consider family and other people who you would rather think of them as a really awesome friend. XD Does that make sense? But they’re all such great people! I really love them all, except for maybe 2 or 3 people. And I have 2 novios…? Alvaron and Papa. XD It’s becoming a really weird Spanish soap opera. And dad swears he’s gonna kill them both. Ahaha! Oscar just laughs and pities the poor fools because my dad doesn’t approve of them.

Well, I suppose I should go to bed. I dunno if I’ll go to Biology tomorrow. I suppose I should.

Kaishin

Kaishin is now mine.

It is the best phone ever. :)

I love Kaishin…

I’ll post photos of Kaishin tomorrow… It’s frikkin 4AM…

What a wonderful weekend.

Step Onto the Floor

Midterms and homework overload. Goddamnit.

Another survey. So bored.

Come Back, But Not Right Now

You know when you have a shit load of homework, but you just procrastinate and think back to your past, whatever it might be, like middle school friends or past boyfriends/crushes, significant events in your childhood, etc? Yeah, I’m having one of those weird epiphanies. Epiphany? I dunno if I’m using the right word for what I want to say.

I just keep reading my Biology book, but I get distracted and go through my old crap, like my old drawings, old blogs, old journals, and whatnot. And it makes me wonder about how they affect me now, regardless of how insignificant it may seem. It’s weird. Do all these little things happen so that this will occur in the end? Or is it all just a strange coincidence? I tend to think everything is a strange coincidence, but that’s because I place a lot of trust in science.

I believe in alternate universes. (Is that the correct term? I fucking forgot.) It’s all explained at the end of Timeline by Michael Crichton. God, that book was awesome. I need to buy it. Funny thing is, I spent over 5 hours at Borders and I searched for something to buy because I felt so bad just wandering around and reading a bunch of stuff without buying them. I should’ve gotten Timeline. I wanted to buy the Fantasia soundtrack, but the CD coupon I had wouldn’t have given me any discounts on this CD… Um. Anyway…

ATP… Cohesion… Chloroplast… I already learned this shit. Maybe I should wing tomorrow’s test. Haha. Damnit, I’m hungry.

People who say, “Oh yeah, I have ADD, ahaha, I can’t pay attention to shit” are, in my opinion, frikkin stupid. If not being able to pay attention through school lectures or concentrate on homework for an hour defines ADD, then I guess almost everyone in the world has ADD, therefore, rendering it to be not a real condition.

Random thoughts passing by…

I finished Death Note. I don’t want to spoil it for anyone (though the manga ended a long time ago), but the ending is such a TRIP. I have to admit, I didn’t like it. But SO interesting! A mindfuck, perhaps. It was confusing.

Haha, I just went to wake up my dad cuz he fell asleep in the kotatsu, again. He was so confused and asked me why I was awake. And then asked me what time it was and he thought it was morning. For some reason, I find waking people up so amusing.

Okay, enough rambling for now. I guess I should concentrate on studying.

[Edit]: I waaaaaant my new phone… T_T It’s killing me… And my current phone is in really bad shape… I don’t think it can last another week. Thank God I decided to buy a new one. I was initially planning to wait until my contract expires… In May…

It’s 4AM. Should I bother sleeping?

I’m too excited about my frikkin new cell phone!!! The guy hasn’t shipped it yet, I think. I dunno how long customs take and it says with EMS, it’ll take about 3 days. *Sigh* So I guess I gotta wait something like a week. : ( I want my new phooooone. I already have the cell phone charms picked out for it. OH, I should think of a name for my new cool phone… I need a screen protector too. And the headphone adapter. And earphones. And a mini SD card. Ooh, I’m so anxious!

Hide and Seek

I downloaded Namie Amuro’s new album, “PLAY”. But I only really like 2 songs out of the whole thing. :( But they’re so catchy and funky.

And I downloaded Bonnie Pink’s Best Of album, but I don’t like it that much either.

And I downloaded GReeeeN’s first album. And it follows the trend, I don’t like it that much either. But it’s fairly similar to Orange Range. I think it’ll just take some time for me to get used to.

But YES, I am getting the Toshiba 904t! :D

Isn’t it beautiful? I kinda wish I could’ve gotten the red or silver one, but this one is still pretty cool. And it doesn’t matter, the functions are so awesome. Now, I gotta buy the mini SD card and the headphone jack adapter and I’ll be set. :) SO HAPPY! Now I don’t have to bother buying a whole separate mp3 player which I am LOVING. I hate having to carry a lot of different electronics so I’m satisfied.

Okay, it’s 3:16 and I finished my homework a while ago, so I’ll go to bed.

Surveys, again

Okay, I’m bored. And I stole this from Mimi.

Ochikomu Nayo

*Sigh*

What a crazy day at work. The busiest I’ve ever had to work. For some reason, I ALWAYS bump into Fred. And since he’s a pretty big guy, I always step back a couple steps. And it happens pretty often, so it’s kinda annoying. And I messed up on an order today! D: Goddamnit… I feel so bad about it… And I think the lady was expecting me to void the whole dinner, but only the mistaken order was voided… If she calls back and complains about it, I will absolutely die from the guilt. But I really don’t want to deal with her saying things like, “I was expecting all of it to be free” and then me looking like a total moron. I’ll frikkin pay the $10 sushi that was correctly ordered if I have to. I don’t even know if I can do that, but I just feel so awful about it. I really hope the lady won’t call back, getting angry that she was charged for the sushi.

And I don’t like the new server. He’s frikkin been working for 3 days and UGH! Mou erai koto bakkari itteru! Zakenna.

Damnit. Tomorrow, I have to write the stupid 2-3 page Ethnic Studies outline essay.

And I might be getting a different cell phone than I originally bought… I hope the seller will let me switch my purchases. :|