Decline

It was a so-so day. And then it dropped dramatically.

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Things happen, but I dwell on things.

Burgundy, Cyan, and White

Hussein is dead. I don’t feel different. Woo…?

Bored as hell. My ear is kinda sore and blue from the piercing. Oh well. I’m loving it. I’m afraid I’ll get addicted. But it won’t happen. I’d hella get a tattoo if it was a semi-temporary thing…

Survey for the New Year, like I always do.

Shark Piercing

I got my cartilage pierced. It’s pretty tight.

The only thing I’m not excited about is how I can’t change my earrings for like 3 months. Goddamnit, I get tired of things pretty easily.

I pray that I don’t work on New Years…

Survivor: Christmas

I spent Christmas watching Survivor: Palau. No joke, I am forrealz.

Felt like any other day, except I had no work. So it was a good any other day.

Painted a little bit, finally finishing one of my projects. I’ve actually been working on it, declaring it finished quite a couple of times, but I only just recently became content with it, so now I can proudly say it’s done.

Now, I need to start painting on my belt. I dunno what to design on it though. I need fabric paints. Acrylic isn’t the best.

Serena got me really really nice presents! A scarf, a couple arguile socks, oil paints and acrylic paints!! Wow, I was so happy! :D I love Serena. Oh deer.

I want to keep one of the presents I’m giving away. But alas, I cannot. But it’s cool, it’s so awesome, I know this person will like it. And if not, then I’ll gladly take it back. XD Ahaha, jay kay.  I made it specially for this purpose.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special

I like that Christmas song.

Sucka Free

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta.

Sure. Cuz I would know.

I’m not liking this holiday season because people seem a lot more materialistic than usual and duh, the real meaning of Christmas is changing into spending money, but also, I’ve made a couple artsy presents and I’m kinda sad that I have to give them away. Because I want to keep them for myself… :(

You lucky sons of bitches.

I am also mad that I have to work on New Years Eve. What crap is that?

I’m dreaming… Of a white Christmas…

Tangerine Peels

I’m bored. More surveys.

Words

Words are composed of letters and when connected properly, it forms a sentence.

Words speak no volumes.

Restricted by the limit of linguistics, I hate expression with language.

I hope it doesn’t rain tomorrow. I would love to go play tennis with Chi, Rainbow, and Leah to relieve myself.

Short

I don’t know what to do with myself right now.

Yul Kwon, Winner of Survivor Cook Islands

YUL KWON IS THE WINNER OF SURVIVOR: COOK ISLANDS!

Oh. My. God. You have NO idea how happy I am. In fact, no one will quite know how THRILLED I am by this!

A lot of people doubted him, trash-talked him, and said they lost respect for him because of some of the decisions he made. But no, I stuck it out for him and continued to cheer him on madly. I think he is the best Survivor ever because he played tactfully and did everything so intelligently. And he’s such a sweet guy too. People called him, “The Godfather” and “Puppetmaster”, but that’s not the case at all. He didn’t flaunt his “power”, people don’t have power unless people give it to them. He only got that impression because other Survivors looked up to him and treated him in that manner. I mean, Adam and Parvati were sick of that treatment, but they were the ones who continuously came up to Yul, asking for safety from the votes. I’m so happy that the Aitu Four became the Final Four as well. That was so heartwarming and just an amazing feat. Though, I didn’t like the idea of the Final Three going to the Final Tribal Council for the million dollars, it actually was a good idea. Had Becky gone to the Final Two, it would’ve been too obvious who the winner was. I loved Becky, not gonna lie. But she just flew under the radar. Ozzy was a great Survivor. But I don’t think people who just dominate in the physical aspect deserve to win. That doesn’t take thinking and strategy. It’s like Colby in Survivor 2, he won all the challenges, so he didn’t have to try hard in the other aspects of the game because he got so far just from sheer physical strength. Yul was both a physical and mental threat. The hidden immunity idol also played a huge part. Without it, Yul definitely wouldn’t have won. He revealed it at just the right time so that he wasn’t vulnerable to the votes and everyone steered clear of voting for him, because voting for him essentially put you or one of your own on the chopping block. Even if it does get rid of the idol, to lose one of your own members was too big of a risk. I said Yul is a champion from the beginning and I cheered him on since the first episode. I’m so happy that he won and this was the best season of Survivor that I’ve ever seen.

Congratulations to Yul Kwon!

I can’t wait until I’m 21 so I can apply for the show. That’s right, I’d totally apply for the game. Call me all sorts of names, I don’t care. I’ve loved this game since season 2 and honestly, I think it’d be a great personal experience.

Thank God Yul lives in the area. I’m gonna search him out, definitely. At the very least, I want to talk to him and give him an acrylic portrait that I will soon start on.

I LOVE SURVIVOR AND YUL KWON!

Humor Me

Chillman, the clear-cut best uncle anyone could ever have. Genius!

me: Majissuka?! Taihen da ne

Hideo: majissuyo!

XD

me: XD

10:21 PM Hideo: いい日本語を知ってるね～

you know very nice japanese word.

Majissuka is very useful.

10:22 PM Ahahahah

XD

me: XD Chillman とSoul Singerから習いました

Hideo: Majissuka!?

me: マジッす！

10:23 PM Hideo: 日本のfo sho!?やね

God, I love him. Chillman、読んでる？世界一のおもろいおじちゃんやて！よくやるな。まかせろだろう？

I seem to write blogs when I should be writing my essay. I have to write about civil disobedience, but I’m not an expert. So, it’s going slowly. And it’s pretty boring. I can’t wait until I get to write about Gandhi! I love Gandhi.

And I also love Survivor. Yul’s a goddamn champ, he’s almost the love of my life. *_* AITU FOUR, HELL YES. I can’t wait until the finale. But I have work on Sunday… I wonder if I can come an hour early and ask to leave an hour earlier as well. Goddamn, I HAVE to watch Survivor. HAVE TO.

Alright, back to civil disobedience.

[Edit]: This has to be one of the worst essays I’ve ever written. Oh well. Prof. Ryan (or is it Phillips…?) will give me an A anyway. I know he will cuz he’s been giving me A- all semester and he’s one of those pushover sort of teachers where they give lower scores to challenge the student, but ends up giving A’s anyway.

Hahaha, I was talking to Chillman the whole time and it was fun. I’m learning more Osaka-dialect. :)